first blog

I only started this blog because... well it's a Saturday night Hunter's in bed Matthew is out and I'm bored. The only thing I really can talk about is Hunter. I can't complain, he's a good baby.

Having him is the best thing that has ever happened to me.

Can I just complain in my blog about other things. Like work. I know I only work 25 hours a week, but I don't want to be there at all. I would rather be at home with Hunter. I have to work though to pay off these ridiculous bills. I have insurance and it still costs an arm and a leg to have a baby. And I wish I had a better job. Don't get me wrong I love the kids I love my friends at work. But get serious, no one takes me seriously. "Where do you work?" "A preschool daycare" "oh" OH?!

Hunter started sleeping through the night in the past month. It is wonderful to sleep more than 3 hours at a time. Granted I suffer in the morning before that first pump. But its so worth it. Yes I pump.. No I don't breastfeed. He had a lot of trouble latching. And I have a low supply. It made life easier just to pump. I hate it when people give you grief about it. It's either 'please don't do that in front of me' or 'you don't let him nurse?!' Any breast milk is better than none... And yes I like to talk about how I pump. Boob is a common word out of my mouth recently haha.

I really don't know what else to say.
Today I took Hunter to Bethany's bridal shower. I'm sure later in life he will question why I took him to such girly things. He was so good though.. Didn't even cry.

I love to embarrass him