Past week

So Tuesday was Matthew's Birthday! We went to Bogarts. I haven't been there in quite a while. I swear I was the oldest person there. Half of Senses Fail's songs came out when those kids were like ten. Sigh... I'm not old but sometimes I just feel it.

Then Wednesday I took Hunter to the doctor. He just had a cold so its all good. But I got sick Wednesday. I went to doc thurs and what do they tell me. Well first she told me she had no idea what I had bc she's an idiot. I swear if some of these doctors are doctors then i could be a doctor. Well got flu swabbed...which doesn't feel good at all. Came back positive. I had the seasonal flu shot a monthago so she said it was probably h1n1. PROBABLY?! She told me I couldn't be around Hunter for 48 hours...I wonder if she has children. She didn't give me Tamiflu which makes no sense to me. So I called Hunter's pedi and the answering service helped me more than my own doctor did. I just asked her a bunch of questions and she actually had ANSWERS. haha. Just pissed that I got sick. flu or not.

Monday blues

Today was a horrible Monday. Well only at work. It was the twins last day.... I cried well pretty much everyone did. I'm going to miss them so much.....

But Hunter is here and he makes everything better. He is smiling so much more. And he wants to sit up and look around more too. I'm glad everything I say is funny to him but to no one else. Oh I know it won't last forever. Pretty soon he will be a teenager and hate me.

Well pumping time is over so now I get to hang with Hunter!

first blog

I only started this blog because... well it's a Saturday night Hunter's in bed Matthew is out and I'm bored. The only thing I really can talk about is Hunter. I can't complain, he's a good baby.

Having him is the best thing that has ever happened to me.

Can I just complain in my blog about other things. Like work. I know I only work 25 hours a week, but I don't want to be there at all. I would rather be at home with Hunter. I have to work though to pay off these ridiculous bills. I have insurance and it still costs an arm and a leg to have a baby. And I wish I had a better job. Don't get me wrong I love the kids I love my friends at work. But get serious, no one takes me seriously. "Where do you work?" "A preschool daycare" "oh" OH?!

Hunter started sleeping through the night in the past month. It is wonderful to sleep more than 3 hours at a time. Granted I suffer in the morning before that first pump. But its so worth it. Yes I pump.. No I don't breastfeed. He had a lot of trouble latching. And I have a low supply. It made life easier just to pump. I hate it when people give you grief about it. It's either 'please don't do that in front of me' or 'you don't let him nurse?!' Any breast milk is better than none... And yes I like to talk about how I pump. Boob is a common word out of my mouth recently haha.

I really don't know what else to say.
Today I took Hunter to Bethany's bridal shower. I'm sure later in life he will question why I took him to such girly things. He was so good though.. Didn't even cry.

I love to embarrass him